Hope

I've been waiting oceans of time
fully knowing
you're light years away
memories sublime
never leaving
they shall stay that way
breathing hope into
every moment of the day
I shall never break the walk of wait
never go astry.
Slowly
oceans dissolved the
sweetness of my heart
despise me not for the salty poetry
I'd let the oceans have my fill
only now I learn
how to drip them out of my veins
bear with me untill

**Time finds ways to hold on to life while life keeps slipping away**

Cloud monologue

let me fill up the thin air
let my lotus folds engulf the moon
becoming sky
I would quench my thirsty flight
drinking moonlight
shreading strands of gray from within
tinge by tinge


**desires always want what is beyond**

Let Go

harbouring despair,
light leaked out of my
front door and
shadows housed
within.
ask me,
if I could ever cajole
the circles of remorse
in leaving me
alone.
drinking regret
blood assumes the colour of poison,
the hues of blue
spreading slowly
therein.
melody always finds the musician
lest
it should breed treachery
green fields of closure
are the melting points of misery.

**Conclusion is essential to letting things go**

New Beginning

Very many years have passed.
And today the pledge will be broken. I will write!
Within me strangely, there is absolutely no feeling of being an oath-breaker.
Good for me! And so I write.

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dreams i couldn't reach
promises i couldn't keep
i free myself
from all inhibitions i thrust upon myself
threads of concealment
every chain
every binding
i remove them all today
in the hope of new dreams
no new promises, only dreams!

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free fall

divine serenity
calm noise
ambitions and desires at rest
flying towards the blue blue sky
goldern rays spread across the vast everytude
feeling fully the immensity of the land beneath
strange solitude
anxiety no more I wonder why
if this is anything but a trance
one can be fully spellbound if one has an open heart
eternal glance
towards  the far end - land or sky?
isn't everything a question!
now I know it is this moment and not the jump which is forever.
now I know  I'am a tiny dust
and I shall free fall just as one!

Impasse

opaqued daylight
eluding twinkle of the nightsky
narrowing possibilities
the circles around the eye
unwritten stories 
and the thickening of the cough.
These are times so dark and rough.

Where is my poetry ?

Where is my poetry

Written and folded in my dream

Did it melt down my eyes

Is it lost in your stream

Search me back my poetry

Or give me back my dream.

Is there an escape

From the feeling of helplessness?

When one knows the truth

Yet yearns for peace.

Let me not learn the truth

Let me not find the stream.

Besieged by thoughts

The mind yearns for words

Robbed of peace

It cries in bursts

It demands, it seeks

It asks –

Where is my poetry

That beauty of my mind

It has left me

Or did I leave it behind

Search me back my poetry

Or come mellow my mind.